1. I want boys to lift me up and kiss me..
2. Attractiveness
3. Confidence
4. I'm going to hippie college, baby.  Ever seen a fat hippie?  It's not pretty
5. I tend to like scene music. Scene girls = tiny.  And the fat ones are gross wannabes, while the skinny girls are so hardcore.  AKA I want to be able to go to shows and not be the gigantic-est one there.
   
6. I'm short.  I need to be skinny, not STOUT.
   
7. College is hard enough without being fat too.
8. Freshman 15?  I need to start now

1. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%207/Arctic%20Monkeys%20vs%20The%20Killers%20-%20Scumbody%20Told%20Me%20(Unknown)%20(400).mp3


2. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%207/Black%20Eyed%20Peas%20vs%20Freestylers%20-%20My%20Humps%20Get%20A%20Life%20(Junkie%20Elvis%20Remix)%20(Tone%20396).mp3


3. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%207/Missy%20Elliott%20vs%20Amerie%20-%20Touch%20Control%20(Zamali).mp3

As the girl that wears band tees and dyes her hair.
as the girl with holes in her jeans& everything in her pockets.
A is the girl that yells to drown out the real sound.

A is the girl with a million bracelets.
a is the girl with writing on her hand.
as the girl with cuts on her arms& scars in her eyes.
As the girl you know everything and nothing about.
A is a disaster.

A destroys everything she gets her hands on.
As the girl that refuses to listen to anyone else.
As the girl that cant do anything herself.
A is a walking contradiction.

A is the girl whose addicted to every bad habit.
As the girl your parents tell you not to be.
As the girl that has nothing to lose.
A is the girl who breaks all the rules.

A is the girl you thought was joking.
a is just a drama queen.
a is the girl you thought wanted attention
a is the girl you thought overreacted.

A is the girl that loves the letter x.
As the girl who carved it into her wrist.
A is the girl you told to take a pill.
A is the girl who loves to fall.
As the girl youll never fix.

A screamed but was never heard.
A is the girl who pushed everyone away.
A is the girl who took herself out of the world.
A is the girl that finally took your advice.
A took a pill.

A is the girl that always failed.
A is the girl that you think is pathetic.
A is the girl that chugs a bottle instead of a shot.
A is numb to the poison in her eyes.

A is the girl whose hands are shaking.
a is the girl whose veins have no blood.
A is the girl whose lungs have no air.
A was weak, but her desire was strong.
she hated a.

• Teenage Truthfulness
• I'm not going to bullshit you about how I feel, mostly cause I don't know you.  That's why all of my entries are public.
• Whining
• Much of this.   My life usually consists of my sometimes fun job, pointless schoolwork (second semester senior, baby!), occasionally annoying  parents, flaky friends, getting hit on by perverts, random serenading in parking lots, underage alcohol use, and lots more.  Call now and you'll receive my melancholy inner monologue.
• Weight/Eating Posts
• Yeah.  I usually keep track of this for about 2 weeks... and forget/obsess in a different way.  I have Bulimia/Binge Eating Disorder.  I am fat.  I hate it.  I hate myself.
• Music Posts
• I love mashups/bastard pop, piano rock, old punk, indie, oldies/classic rock, hip hop/rap, bhangra, etc etc.

• Philosophical Rants.
• I'm 17, not Socrates, and not looking for something to further my education.  I'm looking for a quick and dirty record of my life.

• Anything else.

1. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/B-52's%20vs%20Fatboy%20Slim%20-%20Rockafeller%20Rocket%20Shack%20(DJ%20Tripp)%20(093).mp3
2. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Bangles%20vs%20Dr%20Dre%20-%20Next%20Egyptian%20(DJ%20Tripp)%20(082).mp3
3. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Basement%20Jaxx%20vs%20America%20-%20Romeo%20Highway%20(Bangers%20&%20Mash)%20(100).mp3
4. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Beastie%20Boys%20vs%20LA%20Style%20-%20James%20Brown%20Is%20Intergalactic%20(Mr%20Dope)%20(108).mp3
5. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Beastie%20Boys%20vs%20Andrew%20WK%20-%20Andrew%20Fights%20For%20His%20Right%20To%20Party%20(Tim%20G)%20(105).mp3
6. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Beastie%20Boys%20vs%20Benny%20Goodman%20-%20SwSwing%20It%20Out%20(DJ%20Tripp)%20(095).mp3
7. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Beastie%20Boys%20vs%20The%20Beatles%20-%20Hold%20It%20Together%20Now%20(DJ%20BC)%20(106).mp3
8. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Beatles%20vs%20James%20Brown%20-%20James%20Brown%20Can%20Work%20It%20Out%20(DJ%20Prince)%20(098).mp3
9. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Beyonce%20vs%2050%20Cent%20-%20Crazy%20In%20Da%20Club%20(Cake%20For%20Breakfast)%20(088).mp3
10. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Beyonce%20vs%20Jimi%20Hendrix%20-%20Work%20It%20Out%20With%20a%20Foxy%20Lady%20(GHP)%20(076).mp3
11. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%202/Coldplay%20vs%20Simple%20Mind%20-%20Don't%20You%20Forget%20About%20Coldplay%20(TimG)%20(141).mp3
12. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Beyonce%20vs%20Maroon%205%20-%20This%20Naughty%20Love%20(DJ%20Earworm)%20(081).mp3
13. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Black%20Eyed%20Peas%20vs%20Kylie%20Minogue%20-%20Can't%20Get%20You%20To%20Shut%20Up%20(Extended)%20(DJ%20Dubz)%20(095).mp3
14. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Black%20Eyed%20Peas%20vs%20Teddybears%20-%20Hey%20Boy%20Where%20Is%20the%20Love%20(DJ%20Cal)%20(101).mp3
15. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Buzzcocks%20vs%20Walkmen%20-%20Ever%20Walkmen%20In%20Love%20(Thriftshop%20XL)%20(085).mp3
16. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Dandy%20Warhols%20vs%20Beastie%20Boys%20-%20Intergalactic%20Friends%20(Ultra%20396)%20(106).mp3
17. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Destiny's%20Child%20vs%20Stevie%20Wonder%20-%20Bootystition%20(mash-upscouk)%20(076).mp3
18. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Frida%20vs%20White%20Stripes%20-%20Something's%20Going%20On%20With%20the%20Nation's%20Army%20(DJ%20Earworm)%20(092).mp3
19. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Kanye%20West%20vs%20Andrea%20True%20Connection%20-%20More%20Falls%20Down%20(DJ%20Crook%20Air)%20(079).mp3
20. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Kelis%20vs%20Beastie%20Boys%20-%20Ch-Check%20Out%20Lola's%20Milkshake%20(ft%20Shapeshifters)%20(Long%20Shore%20Drift)%20(09.mp3
21. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Maroon%205%20vs%20Nelly%20Furtado%20-%20Turn%20Out%20This%20Love%20(Mutant%20Miscreation)%20(100).mp3
22. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Missy%20Elliott%20-%20I'm%20Really%20Hot%20(Blaster%20Remix)%20(096).mp3
23. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Outkast%20vs%20Prince%20-%20Hey,%20We%20Will%20Rock%20Ya%20(DJ%20Prince)%20(101).mp3
24. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%201/Prodigy%20vs%20Beck%20-%20Smaxxlaws%20(Soulwax)%20(074).mp3
25. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%202/Beastie%20Boys%20vs%20Black%20Eyed%20Peas%20-%20Let's%20Get%20Triple%20Trouble%20Started%20(DJ%20Gauffie)%20(127).mp3
26. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%202/Flaming%20Lips%20vs%20The%20Streets%20-%20Have%20You%20Come%20To%20Realise%20(Kleptones)%20(109).mp3
27. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%202/Girls%20Aloud%20vs%20Nancy%20Sinatra%20-%20These%20Boots%20Made%204%20Walking%20(Sound%20Of%20the%20Underground)%20(125).mp3
28. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%202/Jet%20vs%20The%20Muppets%20-%20Are%20You%20Gonna%20Be%20My%20Animal%20(Chaos%20Productions)%20(139).mp3
29. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%202/Outkast%20vs%20Berlin%20-%20Hey%20Metro%20(PartyBen)%20(133).mp3
30. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%202/Outkast%20vs%20Jamiroquai%20-%20Ms%20Space%20Cowboy%20(Pheugoo)%20(110).mp3
31. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%203/Gwen%20Stefani%20vs%20Sugar%20-%20(Tell%20Me)%20What%20You%20Waiting%20For%20(Version%202)%20(FaultSide)%20(183).mp3
32. http://goodblimey.com/stream/Volume%203/Rage%20Against%20the%20Machine%20vs%20Queen%20-%20Killing%20In%20the%20Name%20(Fidelski's%20CRFTP%20Remix)%20(160).mp3